~ do not go where the path may lead.
go instead where there is no path and leave a trail~
ralph waldo emerson

totally random.
me,sis n ma dear mother,we were makin momo yes.
n while talkin,mom n i randomly crash upon e converstaion of being naked!
naked as in wat if humans were all naked nd nobody gave a shit abt wat kinda clothes yu wear n shit.
fck.talkin abt it,it ws freaky funny,i had stiches in ma stmch.
random lky wat if ma sis n smiths ws naked on their scooty,nd everyones else goin abt their usual daily whearabout,all naked.lmao.
n baby ws lky eww wth yu guys!!lol
f.random much.

nd haven been updatin much.bt yipee i got ma visa^^
everything's ,ore or less done.m leavin on e 18th!
m jus hopin tt sonamghale's ticks will be fixed asap!
'fck im happy bt then e feelin,leavin ma family!:((
ma mother,ma daddy!
ma allergic sis n bro,fck,.sad much!
bt it's fer me.n im glad i have him on ma side.
bt then agn..
nd then i have a lot of promises to keep.
some mite get broken bt hey they were always meant to be be broken no?yes?
not..
n the road tt's yet to come..
they aint gonna be easy but ima fight,ima be strong n ima make it thrgh yes!:)
nd oya this book i read abt a mnth ago?the girl nxt door!
ppl shld read tt.love it yes!
e quote on e beginnin of this post,yeaps tt's frm e book!<3

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it's amazing hw messed up ur day can kick off n than end up e other way round.
ma mng suxed!nth ws right:(
n than yu start to think hw life's so shit n all.
n the only thing to console yu is tt there r others out there
goin thru a phase more worse than yu.
having a far more bad day than yu!
funny no,bt tt's e way to kip me on e bright side:))
it works thgh..
i nid to be more positive n optimistic lky i used to be.
n it's high time,i really get dwn n be serious abt wat i wanna be n acheive.
i had enuf of ma monotone.life where im doin nth n just watchin everythin go by!
it's been too long
i nid to get up n fight,fight fer me!
n fer nw,ma first step.
i wish to get ma i20 asap.baby steps:::
n pray fer ma visa!
fingers crossed:
:):):)

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oh such a gloomy mng it ws.n it has been lky tt fer days.
suxs no!
had a plan to head dwn to godavari resort cus kripu chops n sonamghale wanted to swim.
tsk all e way yu say,but it's worth it.
nyway i thght it wld be cancelled but lky ppl say some things that one cant predict are weather,wine n women:)

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they taught me how;

If I were to take a long look back at e road I’ve traveled,
I might have a smile for the times that I’ve been brave,
for the laughs that were from deep within,
for the feeling that everything was in place
and yet cry looking at the things that I’ve regretted,
maybe wished that if only it had been a little different
The times where I feel I have lost myself,
in the heat of the moment, maybe took a few wrong steps…
The joy of having to love someone with all my heart
And yet having to let go of the person with the same intensity
For the love found, for the love lost;
For the heart of it’s own
So should that be the point where I let go and take defeat,
Or to hold on to the little faith in myself and go on
For they say it’s more about the journey
Than the destination we seek
And yet I believe it’s all right
To make mistakes, to pick up ourselves
To learn, to give ourselves a chance
To lose ourselves, to stumble back to square one
And to move forward with a better perspective
And sometimes, all that’s what it matters,
A round world, six billion people
one soul, one you, one me
That’s all it matters!

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finally back after more den 2 years!things haf definitely changed.fer e good or e bad,these changes are inevitable but...okies im nt thinkin much.to be continued!!

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8th:babe's treat wth her fren's..ws over at wimpy's.. me/her/she wen ferst..ws so hungry..feast over e so call kfc" n chicken nuggets n cupa coffee…lol
then after an almst an hr..nap n bek joined us followed by zin/sue n gum
talked craps..ordered mor..w
gt out of there by 5
hd 2 do a lil bit of shoppin arnd dere..bleah..din feel lky headin home straight..
so decided 2 walk arnd thamel fer while..


it ws only me/her/she n zin..den cab back home b4 ma call..hahas..
[plus every1 hs bin askin bt last weekend n im lky "no comments pls"]
n dey were lky glad u din com cus it ws e worst gathering..hahas,BLEAH"
-oya baka boi gt suspended ova…hahas..bleah..he'll be bk afta 10 daes..
4th n 6th..happy burfdae to ma homeboi n ma baby did""..
7th dec:bunker's party..lame bt at 7 in e mng..
gona skip the juicy details bt still ended up reaching coll by10..
we'r afta all gud students.lol..



2nd Dec:
-this is the worst weekend of moi life..i ws sho lukin forward to…but things wen totally wrong..out of control maybe..it's complicatin..if I look at it frm dis angle, .. meant well..if I look at it frm tat angle,I guess .. doesn’t understand me..maybe trust me yea?
gosh I feel lky a total shit..nt that I dun lov maself.bleah I love maself..lil smile[:guess I'm jus dwn..

counted on .. to make it up..maybe help me..bt .. totally wrecked it up..not intentionally I dunnoe but hell yea..it's done..
-bleah..i feel sour..feelin lonely rite nw..it ttlly sucxxs..
ma hp's gone..where's ma mp4..babes u haf it?+.+

im sorry fella bud..hop ya understand..i'll explain..
im sorry baka boy if I stood u up..i didn’t meant to bt it turned ot tt way.forgive me yea?
I guess im sorry to suzee poppy pop..hop ya hd fun!dun wanna tok bout it..
im sorry to ma babe bk in s'pore..it's a romise..i'll ring u up..
let's kip it dwn to sweet whispers..

I'm waiting..
bleah hell yea im waiting fer jan 8..lukin forward to it..
it's berry cold and im glad I got moi lapbaby..jus listenin to g8t music n im drawin..
woopx hp I din sound 2 emo..
it'll be a better tmr..
Thinking says:
i miss dem..ma macoranies..i miss daddy..cm bk sn aite..
i miss the food bk dere..haha..durian,swensen's earthquake..sushi..jollybean..old chang kee..seafood dwn at marinabay..fireworks..
stars r beta over here..
i miss e times wen we cld stay late ot at nite n walk downtown lky no one's business
hit town..e streets were fine n safe..

i miss the jetty..cycling late at nites..barbeques..
n I tink I missed seein a shootin star..i wanna see..
n Lastly arggh..i miss the beach"-tt ws where I cld exactly wind dwn n let no one bother me at all!
-I feel better after typin ma thghts ot..bleah[: