Trace the Moments

2010-08-07T22:07:00.002+05:45

~ do not go where the path may lead.
go instead where there is no path and leave a trail~
ralph waldo emerson

totally random.
me,sis n ma dear mother,we were makin momo yes.
n while talkin,mom n i randomly crash upon e converstaion of being naked!
naked as in wat if humans were all naked nd nobody gave a shit abt wat kinda clothes yu wear n shit.
fck.talkin abt it,it ws freaky funny,i had stiches in ma stmch.
random lky wat if ma sis n smiths ws naked on their scooty,nd everyones else goin abt their usual daily whearabout,all naked.lmao.
n baby ws lky eww wth yu guys!!lol
f.random much.

nd haven been updatin much.bt yipee i got ma visa^^
everything's ,ore or less done.m leavin on e 18th!
m jus hopin tt sonamghale's ticks will be fixed asap!
'fck im happy bt then e feelin,leavin ma family!:((
ma mother,ma daddy!
ma allergic sis n bro,fck,.sad much!
bt it's fer me.n im glad i have him on ma side.
bt then agn..
nd then i have a lot of promises to keep.
some mite get broken bt hey they were always meant to be be broken no?yes?
not..
n the road tt's yet to come..
they aint gonna be easy but ima fight,ima be strong n ima make it thrgh yes!:)
nd oya this book i read abt a mnth ago?the girl nxt door!
ppl shld read tt.love it yes!
e quote on e beginnin of this post,yeaps tt's frm e book!<3

reflect n changes ok!

2010-07-13T19:38:00.003+05:45

it's amazing hw messed up ur day can kick off n than end up e other way round.
ma mng suxed!nth ws right:(
n than yu start to think hw life's so shit n all.
n the only thing to console yu is tt there r others out there
goin thru a phase more worse than yu.
having a far more bad day than yu!
funny no,bt tt's e way to kip me on e bright side:))
it works thgh..
i nid to be more positive n optimistic lky i used to be.
n it's high time,i really get dwn n be serious abt wat i wanna be n acheive.
i had enuf of ma monotone.life where im doin nth n just watchin everythin go by!
it's been too long
i nid to get up n fight,fight fer me!
n fer nw,ma first step.
i wish to get ma i20 asap.baby steps:::
n pray fer ma visa!
fingers crossed:
:):):)

2010-07-11T22:59:00.003+05:45

oh such a gloomy mng it ws.n it has been lky tt fer days.
suxs no!
had a plan to head dwn to godavari resort cus kripu chops n sonamghale wanted to swim.
tsk all e way yu say,but it's worth it.
nyway i thght it wld be cancelled but lky ppl say some things that one cant predict are weather,wine n women:)

yeah it turned out to be sunny mid-day!suxs a bit cus i was dressed up fer e monsoon,no mr.sunny!

leave e wardrobe,had fun:)

thgh i didnt swim:( lky i can.

overall.i had a good time!'

reach home,back to ---- mode?no/yes

fact is,it's so hard fer me to get ot of ma crib.this suxs!

pre-post dinner,i get sad;(

cry no.smile no..''--.--

,sonamghale callssmiles:):0:(:(

drop thisit's e world cup finals.yipee!i'm homesuxs?

i dont really care more or less if either spain or the dutchs take it but spain baby anyway!

n truth is i got a crush on david villa.strange bt he's cute.add hot too?

2010-07-09T18:15:00.004+05:45

been awhile n i must say i don't lky the way i've become.

ok it's nt lky i've changed..

But i've been losin it lately,n i noe im nt lky this.

n mostimportant,iwannaapologisetosonamghale:(

he's always been e one tt's been there fer me,standin behind me even when im actin all out Insane!

ilovehim:)

n i must say,this year has been the most stressin year fer me,

the year where it's lky,im being forced to grow.

nope nt exactly grow,but well grow in a way,where i've to be more responsible

n being faced wth tension,stress n more stress.

uni application is drivin me crazy n nw all i haf to do is wait,wait n wait!

ugh im gruntin lkya granny.shit!wtf.

leeminhofortoday:)

2010-05-15T08:27:00.003+05:45

rise and shine!!

i swear i saw lee min ho in ma dreams today.aww high school!n honestly i ws lovin every bits and part of wat ws happenin till e phone call woke me up!ugh..noii!!

i did try to sleep back asap hopin in vain i cld continue e dream but yeah.in ma face,as if~

nyway daddy's away to pkr fer a day,he's gonna be bk tmr..

hmph.today's plan?

ugh go catch a movie wth ma bro.just fer e sake of him:))

n oya 13th may.i did had one of e best conversations wth BAKA.ugh.tt idiot!"))i miss him..

2010-05-13T23:44:00.003+05:45

they taught me how;

If I were to take a long look back at e road I’ve traveled,
I might have a smile for the times that I’ve been brave,
for the laughs that were from deep within,
for the feeling that everything was in place
and yet cry looking at the things that I’ve regretted,
maybe wished that if only it had been a little different
The times where I feel I have lost myself,
in the heat of the moment, maybe took a few wrong steps…
The joy of having to love someone with all my heart
And yet having to let go of the person with the same intensity
For the love found, for the love lost;
For the heart of it’s own
So should that be the point where I let go and take defeat,
Or to hold on to the little faith in myself and go on
For they say it’s more about the journey
Than the destination we seek
And yet I believe it’s all right
To make mistakes, to pick up ourselves
To learn, to give ourselves a chance
To lose ourselves, to stumble back to square one
And to move forward with a better perspective
And sometimes, all that’s what it matters,
A round world, six billion people
one soul, one you, one me
That’s all it matters!

he makes ma heart drop a little,jump a little..

2010-05-13T23:31:00.002+05:45

happY birthday love!

robert.P<3

xx

2010-05-11T19:45:00.005+05:45

thetwilightsagainspiredrandom!-.-

lay beneath the sparkles
of a cold December night
embraced in each other's arm,
Subtle yet hypnotic
your gaze is..
steal a Kiss,
as the moonlight Fades
and Syncs with my lullaby
i Break a smile for,
Forever is tonight. . .

-191209

newme/oldme

2010-05-11T18:20:00.003+05:45

finally back after more den 2 years!things haf definitely changed.fer e good or e bad,these changes are inevitable but...okies im nt thinkin much.to be continued!!

2007-12-09T18:50:00.000+05:45

8th:babe's treat wth her fren's..ws over at wimpy's.. me/her/she wen ferst..ws so hungry..feast over e so call kfc" n chicken nuggets n cupa coffee…lol
then after an almst an hr..nap n bek joined us followed by zin/sue n gum
talked craps..ordered mor..w
gt out of there by 5
hd 2 do a lil bit of shoppin arnd dere..bleah..din feel lky headin home straight..
so decided 2 walk arnd thamel fer while..

it ws only me/her/she n zin..den cab back home b4 ma call..hahas..
[plus every1 hs bin askin bt last weekend n im lky "no comments pls"]
n dey were lky glad u din com cus it ws e worst gathering..hahas,BLEAH"
-oya baka boi gt suspended ova…hahas..bleah..he'll be bk afta 10 daes..
4th n 6th..happy burfdae to ma homeboi n ma baby did""..
7th dec:bunker's party..lame bt at 7 in e mng..
gona skip the juicy details bt still ended up reaching coll by10..
we'r afta all gud students.lol..

2nd Dec:
-this is the worst weekend of moi life..i ws sho lukin forward to…but things wen totally wrong..out of control maybe..it's complicatin..if I look at it frm dis angle, .. meant well..if I look at it frm tat angle,I guess .. doesn’t understand me..maybe trust me yea?
gosh I feel lky a total shit..nt that I dun lov maself.bleah I love maself..lil smile[:guess I'm jus dwn..

counted on .. to make it up..maybe help me..bt .. totally wrecked it up..not intentionally I dunnoe but hell yea..it's done..
-bleah..i feel sour..feelin lonely rite nw..it ttlly sucxxs..
ma hp's gone..where's ma mp4..babes u haf it?+.+

im sorry fella bud..hop ya understand..i'll explain..
im sorry baka boy if I stood u up..i didn’t meant to bt it turned ot tt way.forgive me yea?
I guess im sorry to suzee poppy pop..hop ya hd fun!dun wanna tok bout it..
im sorry to ma babe bk in s'pore..it's a romise..i'll ring u up..
let's kip it dwn to sweet whispers..

I'm waiting..
bleah hell yea im waiting fer jan 8..lukin forward to it..
it's berry cold and im glad I got moi lapbaby..jus listenin to g8t music n im drawin..
woopx hp I din sound 2 emo..
it'll be a better tmr..
Thinking says:
i miss dem..ma macoranies..i miss daddy..cm bk sn aite..
i miss the food bk dere..haha..durian,swensen's earthquake..sushi..jollybean..old chang kee..seafood dwn at marinabay..fireworks..
stars r beta over here..
i miss e times wen we cld stay late ot at nite n walk downtown lky no one's business
hit town..e streets were fine n safe..

i miss the jetty..cycling late at nites..barbeques..
n I tink I missed seein a shootin star..i wanna see..
n Lastly arggh..i miss the beach"-tt ws where I cld exactly wind dwn n let no one bother me at all!
-I feel better after typin ma thghts ot..bleah[:

2007-11-13T16:06:00.000+05:45

9:
-wen ot 2 buy special smths fer bro..
-wanted 2 buy him shoes bt he didn wn it..so
jus brght converse tee fer him..ma fav hue..white n gree[:
-den dids n I shopped!
-ate cold sandwhich n choc cake..
-den met up wif manzil at y2k..
-blah Blah ..
-it's freezy cold nwadaes..-warm sweet home(# '')('' ,,)
Temple Mantra:DD
-fer e whole past week..haf bin roamin places since ma cazons were ova here in town..
let's try 2 jot it dwn now since I haben bin writin it dwn on e exact daes itself..
Last Sat:3 nov
-food festi ws fun..
-dragged ma sis alng n suji pop cus I JUS DIDN’T WANNA MISS IT;D
-met up wth coll mates oso plus smarty ws ova dere 2..
-nap n frens came alng 2 thgh dey din really enjoy it..2 phat[:
-Tried KOREAN/JAPANESE/ITALY/THAILAND/MEXICO/
AFGHANISTAN[BIN LADEN][[:
-e concert ws rockin thgh we were on our own playin games..ws Supey Farni..
nov5:
-cazons were ova here ardy..
-wen 2 pasupati temp!argh..ws a nice place 2 take shots bt e Damned Security din
let me do so..(dey hd dier reasons(:
-ws kinda borin..so long da queue..
-afta tt headed 2 ktm mall..
-hd CHOCA DOUGHNUTS N WANTON NOODLE SOUP fer dinner!yum!
6:
-headed 2 atm w mm fer cash
-den 2 uwtc(united wrld trade centre)
-did shoppin her n der..
-wanted a new pair of converse sneakers..mm wanted me 2 buy e pumps tt I Loveed
at ktm mall instead..
-ma mood started 2 swing swing..lol..hahas
-brght some comedy dvdS..
-hd dinner n den returned bk home..
7:
-ws woken up early in e mng!gosh..hd 2 go fer a shower..2 Cold!!arggH..
-afta done wth tt..headed 2 e temple wth e sleepin God" [not fair] ::D
break-
-den headed 2 syambu?[buddist temp!
oya so many baskers!!!MONKEYS!!SMALL/BIG/THIN/FAT/CUTE/RED ARSE((:
hahas—
-ma candy floss gt kana STOLEN!By this Fat Old basker;D totally freakd ot!hahas..
took lotza picxxs..
PICK ME OT IN GREEN!
Lastly cant wait 2 go n catch OSO N Sawariya((:
-pretty eye-catchin!

2007-11-02T11:57:00.000+05:45

Today:
-dere's gonna be a FOOD FIESTA startin nov 3..
at new baneshwor:BICC HALL..
n obvious yar..not gonna miss it.
afta all it's All About F00D[[:
different varieties frm diff countries such as japan/thai/turkey/italy/Mexican/Russian
bla vla….etc
-n gosh 2 mor week left b4 bk 2 coll ya..
*sighs!*shrughs
Anway pps ws feelin bore n I ws jus flippin thru 1 of ma mags
n jux decided 2 share dese tips wif ya guys::D MAKE UR SKIN GLOW""
4 e ladies n e metrosxxz(:
n dis is ma short summary:D
mak sure ya get it dwn if ya wanna glow..lol:D

*EAT PLENTY OF FOODS RICH IN VITA C :p
-sucx as blackcurrants/blueberries/broccoli/guava/kiwi fruits/oranges/papaya/strawberries&sweet potatoes
result-they all help to produce collagen tt strengthens e capillaries tt feed e skin
*MAK SURE YA GET ENUF OMEGA-3&6
-both essential fatty acids r available in
-omega-3(oily fish/flax oil)
-omega-6(sunflower/corn oil)
*EATIN FOODS TT CONTAIN SULPHUR
-eat garlic n onions(jus raw in salads or in cooked dishes)
result-helps 2 kip ya skin smooth
*GO FER FUDS RICH IN VITA E
-such as almonds(btw m a freak fer amonds n cashew nuts-ma daily dosage)
avocado/hazelnuts/sunflower seeds
result-helps 2 prevent sun damage n pack in antioxidants 2 fight agein free-radical
damage
*ZINC-RICH FUDS
-sucx as wheatgerm/liver/pumpkin seeds/sardines&oysters
result-helps 2 repair skin damage n kip it soft n supple
*EAT A FEW DRIED ARICOTS everyday
-add sesame seeds to ur cereal fer ya breakfast dosage(:
result-they contain iron 2 improve ur skin tone
*DRINK PLENTY OF H2O..water:p[evrey1 Should/Must noe dis]
-aim 4 8 glasses a day
result-rehydrates ur skin((:
*FOODS RICH IN VITA A
-sucx as liver/eggs/milk/n oily fish
result-helps new skin to grow

*OF ALL E B VITA'S
-sources r beef/cheese/eggs/liver n Marmite
result-vital fer great skin,vita B2 or riboflavin helps ur skin 2 glow
*FINALLY once ya makes dese changes 2 ya diet,dun expect an Overnite Miracle
-it takes at least 6 weeks 4 new skin 2 emerge up to e surface
So it's never too soon to start ya[[:

OUT OF E BOX but…Beauty Munchies
Carrots:chew on these n u'll never say hello 2 botox
-helps to maintain e outer layer of e skin n prevents premature ageing
Citrus Fruits:You wan mor collagen on ur skin?
Don’t inject it surgically/Jus add more citrus fruits to ur diet
Garlic:Wrinkles r like vampires/They furiously run away frm garlic
Tomatoes(ma favV):it's rich in vita A/C n potassium..
Nothin mor but it works Wonders:p

List of things to ask daddy;D
-fer advance x-mas;D
*Casio's-exlim digi cam..in hot pink/7.2 megapix etc..it's cute plus it's only $180
-but aint sure sP or uS dollars..gonna be out dis mnth((:
actually e money's gonna go 2 credits 2 e breast cancer foundation thing..
-a good deed afta all ya:D
*new cell(-cus mine gt kanna eaten up by e lighting..freakin shit)hehes
-m still deciding on e model..most of e peeps r against me buyin N76..
*Casio's new digi watch..in White..ma faV hue(:
list goes on fer e thinking cap well till den[[;

2007-10-28T12:49:00.000+05:45

2007-10-28T12:30:00.000+05:45

Oct 26:
-yips..jux bk frm ma s.s.vacion[:
-ws fun!!
g8t sights n experiences::DD
-ws bro's b.dae..
headed straight 2 hot breads afta reaching ktm..
bt no choice..dey hd no cake..called n ordered..]:
-so hd 2 head dwn to deir main kitchen at durbar marg..
-gud!..
did shoppin oso..
-ws yummy!choc..lol.x
-dids ringed up!
-dead tired-
Today:
-wen ot 2 k.w(durbar marg)..ws almst 3..
-lots of walkin arnd n gawd we walked all e way 2 n.r.
-takin a ride wld haf bin pretty useless cus of e traffic..
N yup..gt lost..me n dids onli..
ended up walkin round n round n getting bk 2 e same point where we hd started frm..lol
-called rox 4 directions[:
by e time we brght clothes n we were ot of e mall..
oh ma god!..
freakin dark..n it ws onli 6…
TAXI!!!..
n as expected gt caught up in a traff.jam
-calls frm mom[[:
-shit..had a almost hell ot frm mum!
bt it ws cool..
nt so bad..hahas!
*end of day*
-wer leavin on sat fer pkr n bk 2 momma's side..
gonna be gone fer a week or so I guess!
Oct 16:
--Rainy Day..
bin rainin since e mng n it's so cold!!
-wanted 2 go ot bt seems lky gotta put off e plan..
-wanted 2 buy dis tee[[: (mom's lky u got 2 many clothes bt cm on it ds)((:
so now might as well sit dwn n watch a movie wile mugging up!
n guess wot..I must be In SEASON nw eh..
suddenly..its lky m being asked out continuously..
aint putting ma nose up in e air..bt seriously..lol
-n I thght some of e guy I knew ws one of a kind…bt it turns out to be not so wot I expected or thght it to be..
guess wot:::Guys r always gonna be such a BRAG!
HaHa..Make me think twice preppy please..*roll eyes*
Oct 14:
-nap's sis wedding party at world trade centre
-didn’t go cus I wld haf bin e only gurl n nw tt wldnt be so nice in e eyes of e a&u[[:
-a blissful wedding to sus(:
plus oya..we r goin bk to pkr 4 e dashain..
pretty cool..can meet ma fattys..
basket meera n manzil!haha
Oct 13:
MANY SPECIAL RETURNS TO MA 2ND DIDS:::DDD
LOTZA LOV''
-talked on e phone..N yea I noe u loved me fer singin fer ya!lol[[::
-den at arnd1 plus..
met up wif krips n rox
-headed 2 hotel Y&Y
-met dipa..
-headed to Platinum..
ws kinda paisey sia..
-ws kinda 1 of dose early birds..(no door gifts thgh)lol..haha
met Eng..wen in..
-g8t place I must say..
den slowly every1 came..
-T.j..susma..Sp ppl[:
Music ws gud I mus say..
-had a hell out of a time on e dancefloor..
-everybody ws so ..
-out of platinum..
headed to wimpy's 4 a drink
-cab bk to home..
-end of e day-
Oct 5:
-had ex-SP troupe party..
ws cool
-met all Sp GC Tole..lol..
all changed ya[:

1st terminal examination started!
best of lucx to dose fellows doin dier o's n N's..
specially 2 ma babe cou[:

T.E ENDED:DD—
happily!
gonna fail a.maths,phys..thnk ya
Sep29:
-..took cab n headed to nanglo afta fetchin smiths..
-it ws rainin n ws damn cold..[autumn's in]
-reached dere at 12..met krips..
-hd hot coffee n fries..
-den waited fer d rest of d fellows..
-t.j gang came..
den blab la..EATING TIME!!!
NO CHANCE..ate lots..e cheesse thing ws nice n ya of cus e fish n prawn..lolx
-busted kiran cldn make it..
-den nap gang came..
guess brght mor noise in bt ws betta..
-den cutting time..lol..
dere were 2 cakes..
one by nap gang..one by ma babes…
ws pretty cool..
-den blab la until 6 b4 leavin d place..
n yea of cus picxs time 2..
nyway thnk ya guys fer comin aite..
-n thnks 2 dose stupid busted's who busted ma bill by drinkin vodka[:
(btw picxs r gone cus sJ.pop lost her cam!shit[: ]
lotza lov 2 aswina n anita fer callin me n of cus ma homies who kept me pretty busy taggin on the phone..lol--

2007-09-22T13:06:00.000+05:45

Today:
-yest late atnit..wile i ws jux playin ma laptop..
received e msg frm kiran
-it Freaked me ot wen i knew tt he hd gt himself involved in a gang thug thin n he's in critical condition..
-im still waitin 2 noe fer mor info bt him frm hs br..
-hopefully hes gonbe all rite..
tt stuphat freak!dunne y h hd 2 gt involved in dose shit!
nywy..ve resrved e place 4 da treat at nanglo on da 29th:)
tt's it ...chao

2007-09-16T15:08:00.000+05:45

TODAY:
jux came bk frm SINGMA...
-HEHE..
-tt's e place tt has SP&M'ASIA FOOD..
M DAMN BLOATED..
-still gt loads hwk 2 do..
-haf bin missin classes fer a long time..
yea yea..
tt's it fella..
-i cant sign in n i ws supposed 2 meet up wif ma sis online..
bt ws g8t chattin wif her in d mng..yeaa..
BETTER..PACK/SIGN N DELIVER MA B.DAE..THIN..
LOTZA LUV
Sep 15:
-haf been missin coll fer d pas 3 daes cus ws sick bt m nw lotsza betta[:
-todae met up suji at d complex near her hs..brght chocs(F.R..CBRY&TOLBERONE)
-den headed fer Korean Kitchen at thamel cus we were bein treated by Kaji fer his a.burfdae((:
-cldn miss it..SUSHI:::
-aww..all Korean wannabes..lolx..not us aite!
-ws Fun..yea as usual
-stu Phat..T.J:] tried 2 trick me..almst burned ma hands n jeans..loL
-took picx..[suji uploade plz((:]
-afta bouncing off frm dere..
-suji n I decided 2 go fer jus a walk..n den we headed to FROSTY:::
-oh ma..suji wanted 2 eat I-SCREAM n SPONGE CHOC ALMOND CAKE
such FARTTYS we r..
-Done wif eatin..headed bk home..
-Ride home ws fun cus we were talking bt our past RElationshiPS..
times we cld go bk 2..times we regretted ..
-bt experience yaaR[[:
back home..bribed mom agn wif d chicken pizza((:
-I'm so good at dis.. D ART OF…
plus oya..they r havin a SALE AT THE DESIGN STUDIO””..
nt screamin bt excited yaar..
tats e only shop wich I tink in here..tt has Labels such as STELLA MCCARTNEY/CHLOE/MARC JACOBS N etc…(no CHANEL thgh)
I wan Yar…(mummy plz)lol.X
-Im nt a Spoilt Brat[[:
lovable asses!
-end of Day-
-CONGRATS 2 SUJI 4 GETTING E JOB AS A R.J…(I'M ZEALOUS((: )
-THKS A LOT TO KAJI 4 E TREAT AGN
Sep 11:
ws so borin at coll..
-decided 2 skip physical chem.&statistics clss..(fav thgh)
-d 4 of us:headed 2 king's way agn…
-ate a lot…(d apple slice is still lingerin in me)lol.x plus strawberry shake(all time Fav)etc..
-walked all d way..
-met kiran..hopp on d bus fer a minute or so..den drop off agn..cus met shil halfway on d road..lol.x
-walked all d way..n den finall ride 2 hm..ws fun walkin!lol
-good fer esp clumsy kiran
-end of day-
Sep 8:
met up wif krips n roxs at 12 at B.b…
-ws waitin alone wen suddenly dis man called me..n I ws lky yar?
-den he strt talking 2 me in nepali wich I din kinda understand(mor pro style)
-den halfway he ws lky..hey u luk lky a Korean gurl..
-I ws lky duh..--hw much is it?
-end of converstn…I gt d b.pen-gd enuf fer ma skethches..lol.x
den we headed 2 thamel…-frm dere we tuk dis rikshaw ..wich ws totally cool((:
-brght few Korean dvds(its darn cheap!keke)
-den headed to nD's—hd coffee n tiramisu(yummy)
it ws almost 2pm..hd 2 meet kiran up at java..
reached java at haf pas 2..
-waited fer tt ass until 3 wile chillin on iced coffee..
in d end left him n headed 2 G.a.a… were d b.ball mtch ws held..
-were late alrdy..afta many missed calls..finally gt d reply tt stupid kiran ws hooked on his game tt he forgt d time..lol.x..
-2 bad..coll lost..if I hd played..might haf been a diff situation..LOL((:
nyways afta mtch..headed to Kings's way..
-lots of walkin..N takin picx 2..
-ppl were all over at d Bentley Shop..oh ma..sale!!!lol.x
darn tired..hailed cab n wen home…*shrugs
wen reached hm..gt d call frm krips tt she lost her hP..
-oh ma..tension..[she left it in d cab..plus btw d cab driver ws lky a feckin shit]
-tuk us fer a complicatin ride…
-so sad..fer ma babe..[c gt a hell lot frm her hm]
end of day-watched movie n headin straight fer Lala land!
Happy Burfdae 2 Mala..((:

2007-09-01T17:06:00.000+05:45

Oh ma..m finally back..well nth much..m at a cyber nw..it kinda suckx wen ta speed's so slow..u can doze on n off..lol
hmm..
coll's gettin fine...fooling arnd..
haf some g8t frens..lucky gt peeps lky suji n kiran..oso..
well its a sat..was act supposed 2 go fer a Dance party at ftv bt well din feel lkyka goin..
nyway hd lots 2 sy bt rite nw m kinda dumbstruck..
all d info in ma laptop..m still waitin fer net to com ova at ma hse..lol
no big deal bt it's gonna mak a diff..
feckin shit..dese dumb boys r makin a hell Lot ot of a DIN...
M TRYNA UPLOAD SUM PICX BT AS USUAL..NO chance
sheeBYE...

PLUS LOTZA LOV TO MA PPL IN SP!
PLUS HAPPY CHER'S DAY TO BSS FAGGOTS...LOL
--hrd ma frens cldn get in ta sch cus dere ws jus 2 mani ppl n tt RANGEN ws tryna call d cops or smth..
lol cute hairy smellY FAGGOT..mR.rangen..
jux kiddin yar!
PEACE!

2007-06-23T17:08:00.000+05:45

It Started Frm HerR...
left:Daddy
Below..B.b n Jass" :D

I AM:::

Below:UmbreLLa

Left:MOM Itchy!!!

Posers!!!

mannequin>??
dirty legs!

AFTER HAIRCUT!..

i am a...

Last Kisses tO:

Gosh..i'm Tired!

The End:::

Yesterday!
wen out wif mm&babe..n guess wot!!!!
I CUT MA TRESSES…>>>(snds excitng??)
oh ma..kies..wanted a new look n I tink it suxs a lot..hehes..the hairstylist wasn’t gud..thgth she was experienced bt oh ma..well vartever..gonna go edit it agn on sun..sighs..***
den wen 2 ftch bro..mm&babe wen..i waited at the place..
oh ma.. I waited…I WAITED…
at first I took sum picxs n played a game..(still dey din came)
-den I walked..herr/derr…blA Vlaa…up/dwn…*sighs
I strtd circlin..did sum dancing wif ma foot…I was alone thgh there was d guard..
*snorts…Finally yipeeE..bro cld cum hm for a dayn1/2…Hahas..
nw m eatin chkn wings..yum..yeaH((:
************************************************************************
21/06/07!
HAPPY 22ND BURFDAE TO MA SIS..LOVE YA DID"S….MA SS (((:
-we talked on the phone together..hahas..she lost weight plus she's lookin so great n fabulous nw..well did's if u read dis..hehes..excercise too n yeaH run""…*snorts
Lov ya!!!

-WLRD INTERNATIONAL MUSIC DAY
-WLRD SKATEBOARDING DAY
-to all music hardcores plus skaters(:

2007-06-21T14:45:00.000+05:45

WednesdaY!
Kinda bored.help mom cleared up the stuffs in ths hs..since din wanna snack a lot..thght of makin pasta!yeaH..yum (: n it was almost perfect!*snorts…
added lots of cheese in it plus tomatoes+ckn..ma fav..result was it looked 2 health conscious!lol..watever ..clicks enjoyed it..n nw we're enjoin sum ice/crm!n nw im really bored..was playin wif ma laptop n takin snps wif wbcam..i tink I'll go ctch up wif bgy n ma headset..tc!
p.s..daddy's feelin nt so bad nw (((:

TuesdaY!
omg..the day was rckng hawt!..m almst lky ya tambi..*shrugs..well wen out today..opps nt to do shoppin bt grocery shoppin!it kinda sucked up cus the day was jus 2 ht!wen to meet up wif bro too..oh mai..no comments 4 him bt I really pitied him..!poor lil honey of mine..stayin in a hostel..anyway m&d r tinkin of shiftin him..
reason:Hostel treatment suxs ): n he's still yng yeah..
well..abt daddy..tings r ok nw..nt so ok bt fine..yeaH..he brk his shldr bone!kinda suxs..everythings gonna b delayed..i jus pray he's gonna recover soon..n tt I nid him by ma side..trust me..i Believe everything's gonna be all rite!..
n l"ed 1's..dun cha worry ova dere..(:

MondaY!
"wat the fuck," well rephrasing it..oh ma shit..daddy got caught up in an accident!!
ell" hw it happened was..after dinner.was waitin 4 ddy cus he hd gone to sum 4ookm far away..so aft returned..wen to open the frnt gate..n I was lky woah daddy ur lukin lky a hero..pss..cus it was very dark+n he was wearin dis cute jacket..den he was lky yng gurl..luk carefully at ma face..den I was lky y wat's up..
oh ma cuts n blood on his face>>>>>>>
blab la den..commotion..emotions bein expressed>>>concern 4 daddy..
d pain in his eyes(I wont forget it)..his shoulder was swollen..m&d left 4 emrgncy at nite..b.s called..cryin over the ph..den….::::::
m&d returned..the sheeybye doc said nth was wrong..so damn stupid sia this ppl in Nepal.. it was so obvious tt the bone was brkn lukin at d x/ray..
*****end of nite..btw it was d next mng alrdy..*
cum mng..m&d lft 4 anther hpl..it was better!((:
in fact tings luked fine..
I believe it's gonna b fine yar loved 1ss"
n oh ya 4 a wile..i was tinkin..so mani wrong things happenin at d same time to me n esp all ma sS"…n i was lky things happen 4 a reason..n God does it*shrugs..i believe in dis thgh!..watever it is..jus hope tt God is doin all dis 4 a gud reason..tt too a fuckin good shit reason :::::

2007-06-18T15:24:00.000+05:45

sis called..talk a while..on the ph..decided to switch over here.thus m here..some pixs blow..hope they had a wonder Blast over ther too at Albert ct (((: (abt yest)
m havin this choc mousse+bttersct ice cream!..i noe dis a damn sin to b eatin at the same time..
bt well..once in a while yeah!

Yesterday:
kinda wreck yar..losed touch of time..btw a very Late BELATED BURFDAE TO PEI XUAN>>thnks babe for bein such a dear fren!much Love to U!!
n omg..cou tld it it was f'ss dae!.shit..it was too late..decided to delay it to tmr bt well mom said y nt jus do it 2dae (: so bbe n I wen last min to hit town..p.s..tt's the only place fer here..so sucxz aint' it..lolz..to sum it up..we din do any grand thing bt I tink even tt small surprise was special enuf ((: yea dD

siNg till u haPPy dadDy :DD

2007-06-17T17:28:00.000+05:45

Today:
I'm feelin fuckin pissed!..kinda angry wif Him" too..i noe I shldnt bt whatever yea..n the thing tt is so sheebye is the People in NEPAL…omg…I cant believe I gotta stay here fer a 2 more years..these ppl here are fuckin corruPted…Bloody cheaters!ppL without brains…they r lky bloddy Pigs tt to to an extent tt they are nt even in the mind to tink..to think for the future,..and yea as usual..u noe what Nepal is like…fuck piece of shit.. & u noe wat..they are Plannin abt NEW NEPAL""…hahas…dream on ppl..u think u guys r gonna make tt come true in 10 years…fuck la..even after I die..i dun tink the state of this shit is goin to change…I feEl lky smackin the asses of these bloody ppl in Nepal till they start to learn to do things fast& efficiently…n do smth evil to their mindsets so tt their thinking's goin to chance…stupid assHoles//…oh well whatever..shant waste ma mood thinking abt these ppl…these Nepal ppl is jus so hopeless…
……………………………………………………………………………..
kk..lala..im havin jam brd n tea…thnks m&d ((:

Sat:
nth much..din wen out cus mos of shops r closed!did some drawin wid DaDDy ((: it was nice..we were drawin d interiors of the hs..so sucx..tt we'll be movin hs soon..i'll miss this hs..ma parent's effort in building d hs n den cus of me..teh whole Plan's so changed!!
-p.s..thnks m&d a lots..love u guys.. nyway wonder hw ma 2 sis trip wen lky over in M'sia..i wanna go bk agn esp 2 G.H..d besty!..outdoor rides..ki..gtg buy a drink! ((:
plus oyah..SPURS won the nBa tittle .. ((:

Friday!
woo..finalli met up wif ma girlfrens..had a long chat..old times..yeah..miss them..i had roasted corn..umm//nice yar!
oh.ma..actin Cute!hehes

It's Kinda Long((:

2007-06-15T16:35:00.000+05:45

dead tired! i am...

i tell u....

wtf..bonkers!

drivin ma realistic car...can ya see it?

omg...

drink n drank:::

2007-06-14T09:51:00.000+05:45

Ma Gramm...

u BetteR watch out >>>.

sup ppl..nyway ma grammy n pop jus left fer hm..dey had com over to crib to stay as gram was sick…n woah oh..she's healthy agn ..thnks to ma!hahas..cus laughter is da best medicine n I can do it so better..lol..plus mom n dad is bk frm ktm too..so fer da past few days,I had been takin care of grammy..cookin fer her plus takin care of ma two babies also..I AM BEING LOVED" BY THEM A LOTS…ma gram said I was de one of a kind type of daugh..hehes..hw sweet!the type tat is jus too good..haha!Nasty.. nway movin on..dad's goin bk agn in like 2/3 weeks n it's been decided too..mom n I r movin over to ktm..we'l mos prob b stayin in a rented hs fer a while b4 daddy Returns..sad thing is tt ma crib will mos prob be sold! -sob sob!lolzers… plus all dis is happenin jus SO beCUS of ME!!! fer ma studies yaar… n yea I gotta work hard n make all dis changes worthwhile yea.. (((: so cha yong all de way suckerxz.. ok um um ..hehe I fink dis is it..gotta go help m&d wif de stuffs..cya..oya some of the pics wif ma gram&pops!tk a luk.(: we were almost drunk""

2007-06-11T16:37:00.000+05:45

i ran out of ma picxs..n since i din wanna bore ur eyes out..dis r a few shots of ma fav k.babe!

2007-06-09T17:51:00.000+05:45

hey hi i..well jus bk hm..wen out wid daddy..first wen over to his fren's hs to get some things..den ltr on headed over to one of ma aun't hs..aww tt was de place where ma youngest puppy was in..her name was Winnie..lala..she's so damn cuter nw..n yea I took her pics frm ma hp..i'll upload it if ma laptop's Bluetooth is wrkng well ait..((: after tt daddy n I wanted to head dwn to lake resort..as we were riding on the highway…I wanted daddy to speed up cus the road was clear..hahas..omg..we nearly met wif an accident..shit n it was cus of a big fat ass buffalo rite in the middle..phew..dad was fast enuf to make a turn..hahas..after we reached there..we jus chill phill a bit n den dad jus took me arnd the diff places..n woah..i almost fell in love all over agn wif mother nature..gosh..so beautiful..tt's the best thing abt pkr..the scenes..fmr ma bedroom windows..u can get to see ta mountains early in the mng yaar..ain't tt fresh to strt off a mng…anyway.rite nw theres a funeral at the end side of near ma crib..i fink it's a gurung's thing..firstly..god bless the person…R.I.P ..dey r makin a lot of noises..more to some kind of music…sighs n it's rainin ova here…feelin slpy..i fink I'll workout a bit be4 headin fer a shower.aite..loveii..(: im ouT
n oya..i can't wait to go out fer boatin wif ma parent's n ma sis!((:

2007-06-08T17:12:00.000+05:45

cb..cannot upload photos...smth's so wrong wif ma..anyway roads r closed in pkr..sheebye ppl..lolzers...ok i'll try okies...btw daddy's bk..yiPee...i got ma fav choc..hersley's thang..lol..n bla bla..okies..omg..i gettin so farkinlame n lame..cus i can't upload!

2007-06-07T17:24:00.000+05:45

honestly ,if I tell
tell u wat,wat u wanna noe Love
there ain't no other,wat no other lover
I'll put nothing above ya ,I'll kick them to the garden
u tryna shake me ,one look and u go crazy
now look at this lately and tell them who's your Lady
I never thought u'll be the one make me shine brighter than the sun
there ain't no ups and downs ,no winning now till right here, right now
if u want me to stay ,I'll never leave
if u want me to stay ,we'll always be
if u want me to stay ,love endlessly
if u want me to stay ,if u want me to stay
I'll never leave u
uh oh…uh oh…
now how you're loving ,we are happy it's a fact
can nothing hold us back ,we got this in the back
there ain't no maybes ,no questions ,love you daily
now look at this lately and tell them who's your lady
I never thought you be the one make me shine brighter than the sun
there are no ups and downs ,no winning now till right here ,right now
if you want me to stay ,I'll never leave
if you want me to stay ,we'll always be
if you want me to stay ,love endlessly
if you want me to stay ,if you want me to stay ,I'll never leave you
uh oh…uh oh…

2007-06-06T12:23:00.000+05:45

anyway wishIn ma babe cou..pratI a swEEt 6 teen n t.j..a happy 7 teEN..sinG tiLL ya Happy guys cus it's ya sPecial daY..lolzers...aite...
nyway it's getin kinda bored...sch strtin arnd 2nd wk of june n luk at ta uni...u'll rather feel lky ur staYin a Hospital.so got still a mthn to enjoY.tweet...nth much..i'll go arnd fer a walk wif ma baby's..doggys...

2007-06-06T11:35:00.000+05:45

NasTy:

stuck in ma PlimsolLs..

ma doggy poggy... Baby Ray (:

FanAtiCs...

specialIties frm kiran n pei xuan..

speCial smths cloze to Ma...frm s.w.t.a.s (:

2007-06-04T19:06:00.000+05:45

well jus bk frm ktm...the interviewy thingy wen fine..met kiran..cool..thnk him fer ta bag!ma fav hues..lol..thnks dud..n yea we'Re oficciallY into the sch..but sad thing we cldnt go out fer lunchin cus i had other plans in ta end..anyway..on sat we were supposed to haf a gatherin at kali"s hs..paY 2oo rS...hahas..it was quite cool..cus everybody was there..old budS..if poss..i tink tey were..kali/me/sue/smart/shrada n ta bois were..sangam/t.j/kaji/rabindra/bisal/bek/feean/chin/kishor..i tink tis is it..more than a party..it was rather lky we paid to haf a talk wif our frens..n we were lky..bk in sp..frens din really matter bt ove rhere..frens means a lot cus we aint' livin together...n i was lky yea..tt's true..bk den i wld lie jus to get enuf slp rather den chat wif a fren but nw here..if meera wld call by chance..den it's lky hey NO Chance..it's meera"S call...hahas..n yea talkin abt meera..i jus called her n yea we'r meetin up in a few days..Hahas..n dis time IT"S FER REAL...lol...
anyway dis is it ..i fink so.daddY's returnin bk hm too...Hahas..money's gonna roll in...lolzers..ait buds..i fink i gotta go on n eat smth..

2007-05-29T10:24:00.000+05:45

aww..Japan won missY universe!...not tt preTTy but she wore a nice gown yaaR..hahas..plus oppsY..usa had a fall..lol..but she was pretty confident n tt was gd!lol(" ,)

aiyohyo..i cannot upload ma shots leH..darn..
nyway goin to ktm agn tmr..got a interview thing..for the college..plus meetin kiraN..(: aite dis is it..i'll keep on tryin..if succesful..u'll get to SEE til ya hppY :)

2007-05-27T16:24:00.000+05:45

wt...

i burnt it...lol

2007-05-25T17:06:00.000+05:45

Watch till u haPPY...

special smths i got from a special FRIEND. . .

showin off ma haiRband..loZ..sucker..

actinG sexY..i'm fun ..lol

mom's sing tiLL u happY

2007-05-23T18:41:00.000+05:45

when i Was in kTm

2007-05-07T21:16:00.000+05:45

BE seXY,wILD,wiF a LIl Bit Of CutEneSS--:

2007-05-07T20:54:00.000+05:45

mY passIon--:

some TIPS I got for those fagGoTs out thERe …wannabes..loL..basically gurLs whu waNNa cURL ur DAMN locks….But are runNing ouT of the DOugH…

-SimpLe..all ya gotta dO…after takinG a SHOWER….DUN..I mean NEVER comB ur Darn THings…for at Least a GOOD 2 old weeks….TRUST ME..it works…mine DID…N it won't unless obviously u DIN shoWer or u COMB ur loCks…hahas..loL
-p.s…btw abt soccer ..hahas.Man U 's gonna haF the LasT laugh ..on winning the premiership tiTTLE…yeaH…thgh it Lost to AC .MILAn(ma another FAV team)…so What…this year round…,MAN u's goNNa wIN….NO CHANCE!!!
-rock like always-

2007-05-06T22:02:00.000+05:45

2007-05-06T21:55:00.000+05:45

2007-05-06T21:38:00.000+05:45

ok…jus done wif dinner n was abt to lie on my low bed n play ma laptop when ouch….wtf..i din see the toothpick n it went rite thru ma shorts n pricked ma ass…awWw..shit do happen at times..hahas..loL…anyway today was a fucking busy day…went out for the whole day to make ma so called worthless nakrita(certificate for Nepal)…n I think I did a lot of walking arnd!!!that too all on my Own..how Fun..anyway after that..went for dinner wif mom+sis out in the restaurant that we usually go to…N guess wat..i saw the same old waiter agn..zzz..I dun Like Him…no it's not like I haf anything against him but it's jus that the no of times I've been ther before..he keeps on staring at me n smiling…N I'll be like…ok Is THat ENOUGH?...
STOP LOOKING AT ME..i'm here to eat..loL….i mean obviously u'll feel a lil out of place when someone is staring at ya 24/7…thgh not tat on ma case but anyway…I think he likes me n want to know me..waiT a min…I KNOW HE LIKES ME…haha..tat's obvious…well..the next time I head there agn…I'll jus cross me finGs tat he's out of shift..lol….anyway ma mom's sidey…ma grandparents r here…N I'm havin a not-ur –type of blast here..it's cool thgh..they r EASY ppL..i LOvE them… anyway I'm listenin to the new album of avril that I JUst BRought..ahhas..i used mom's money without telling her n..i noe she won't mind..MaybE I'M jus Too hard to REsiST…lol…N btw DAD called me n asked me whether I wanted an IPOD…I went like…hmm..i got a mP4…but anyway if colour PInk is in sTore..than I want it if not noPe…lolz…but u noe wat Daddy..i think I want a newy hp..n-series plz…hahas…I thght I nid a chance of a hp…
anyway I think this is it for now…I think I got to revise a lil bit to prepare for ma fucking!..entrance exams…ok not that bab but…man..I DUN WANNA GO SCHOOL……..>>….leaving for ktm AGN on weD…n YEAh…BC"s comin over….!cheeRS twEet… loL…
btw..p.s…things are on the briGhter side NOw…cheeRs!-

-rock like always-

ur Touch

2007-05-05T08:29:00.000+05:45

-ok peepz..i had a strange dream..it was wild/amusing…smth too loud..somwhow saw this babes of mine..susma/sexy n renu..loL..i dunnoe why but it was weird dream..hahas..lolz…
-things aren't exactly looking to good over here recently..m kinda feeling a bit troubled + a lil bit of confusion goin on arn…+applyin for schs are a lil hectic.. My missing my bestiE…saras moti..it was great to hear frm her recently..Treasured our short +sweet memories… p.s----> i think I HAte him..things are fallin wronglY...soMebody HOLD me...
missin DaddY a lot too...a whole 3 years since i Met him,,
wishin for a BETTER tmr...
-rock like always-

sHort nothIngs in kTm..

2007-05-01T10:18:00.001+05:45

hey peepz..jus bk frm ktm..well went searching for schools..n man I nid to go bk agn for the admission procedures n entrance exams etc..n it's for the Top sch in ktm.dun Mess wif this geek.lol..i dun even noe whether I'm gonna get it or not..if I dun get in..well I guess I'll just be going wif the normal flow then maybe in ktm or pkr..wateva..jus did a lil of shopping..somehow I hated ktm,somehow loved it..it's has better shopping centres plus food..N i tried the ride on the tampoo or smth..a three-wheeler..so it's quite cool..i gotta go bk there agn next week..n hopefully I'll get to meet my old peeps if possible..anyway wonder when's this bc's gonna come over here or is he gonna study there..Anyway ma babe's haf started their poly plus jc life..sweet arses..hope they r rocking over there!
nyway gotta go..still filling up this info for the form..Lov ya honeys'! -how many special people change -

lala...

2007-02-18T21:10:00.000+05:45

lol...jus done with eatin momo...yummY...n done with catchin up wif ma 2 sistorS...n man it's kinda tough..cus vartever ma sistors say,i got to say it to mom..haha..plaYin a messenGer..loL..anyway man ma results r out n haha..laugh as much as i can...i did iT..better still..WE did it...(out for ma frens 2)lol...so i guess ill be headin dwn to ktm do do ma a-level before i go aboard...Lala..plus gotta be prepared for hostel life...zz..thinkin bt it.kinda miss ma old life...skatin wif ma cous...tellin 'WHITE LIES' n hangin out till late nite...lala to them...nyway this is it for nw..gotta buzz...hangin arnd for a lil' too lonG..